Hope Within
Last weekend, I finished this painting, which I’ve titled Hope Within.
It’s been sitting unfinished for a long time, and to be honest I wasn’t sure if I would ever finish it.
I started this painting last year when I found out I was pregnant. When I later miscarried, I put the painting away because looking at it made me sad. They say that time heals all wounds, and while maybe they never heal completely they do hurt less. Last weekend I finally picked up the brush to finish this work.
After all that time (it’s been nearly a year), the meaning of the painting has evolved. When I started it, it was a symbol of the life growing inside me. Now I see it as a symbol of the fact that I haven’t given up hope.
Sorry for the sad (and maybe too personal) post. I debated with myself about sharing this with you, but ultimately I think I needed to explain the meaning behind the painting.
Tags: blue, hope, miscarriage, painting, pregnancy, red, swirls, tree, watercolour
March 13th, 2012 at 6:32 am
I for one am glad you share the (not too personal) post! And the painting! May your unborn child rest in heaven and watch over you, as you move forward in this life on earth.
Friar Don, OBR
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March 15th, 2012 at 3:15 am
As you say, there is always hope. It’s a lovely painting
April 18th, 2012 at 11:50 am
Thx for this post.. Helped me when I needed it.
We just went through a miscarriage and I’m an artist
And was looking for healing pictures.
God bless!!
September 28th, 2012 at 12:18 pm
Happened on this and it spoke to me. Even before I read the meaning it seemed alive – like the hope within. Perfect.
September 29th, 2012 at 5:39 am
Just happened to click on this. How beautiful! So grateful you explained.
Inspiring. Art is therapeutic.
April 15th, 2013 at 10:43 pm
Your painting is beautiful and I immediately thought of pregnancy and love, parenting and protection. I’m so sorry for your loss… I miscarried recently too and know the pain all too well. I think it’s helpful that we talk about miscarriages and the grief that accompanies them. This painting is a beautiful tribute..hope… your baby always knows your love.